I rather hear the ugly truth, than a beautiful lie.

I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are the fascinated with who I am? The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will ever know the things I’ve had to overcome. Not even my closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see. I always try to look as put together as if can and I guess that's my way of hiding from the truth. It’s just that way, everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay, that I never go through anything. If only everyone knew how broken I am and how I’m holding on for dear life on this one last strand that's recently become very delicate. The truth is that no one really knows me. No one will ever know me and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.

I had the most wonderful dream

Why didn't I learned to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.

She didn’t want to admit it, But she loved him more than she should have

No matter what you do to me, I'm still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn't call, try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You're quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up. When I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need, then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that girl really did love me."

Let’s go back. We both know it wasn’t supposed to end like this.

The worst is when you put your trust in someone and you believe every promise they ever make & then they become everything they promised they wouldn't.

Love waits for one thing, the right moment.

Dedicated to someone special. I just want to let you know how much you mean to me, that you were the only person who believed me. You've changed me in the little time we've known each other. And it's obvious that God put us on this road together because you've helped me, never doubted me, but the best thing of all, you showed me how it feels to be happy. And lastly, you're the only person that helped me find myself. And what does the future hold for us? Only time will tell.

What doesn't kill me best run freaking fast.

Dear you, you're probably thinking I've forgotten all about you by now, but that's far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I'm getting better. I continue to smile and still go one without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. i still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you're doing, what we used to talk about, to laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this: no matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes, and tears we've cried; though I saw this as a possible outcome, I took the risk and gave you my all. Never, ever, did I give up on you. Do not give up on yourself. Believe. Anything is possible, and if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.

Expectation is the root of all heartache

We drifted apart eventually everyone does, I guess. But, I still can't get over how we drifted apart, how you let this happen. More than that, how you just let me go, pushed me away, blocked me out when I did nothing. I did nothing to you. Actually no that's a lie. I did everything for you. I was always there for you whether you need me or not. I did so much for you. I was the person you were closest to, I was your best friend.You told me that repeatedly But I obviously wasn't much to you, since you just cut me off. How could you do that?..How could you pick her over me? I understand she's your girlfriend & you're gonna spend more time with her. And I'm fine with that. But, that doesn't mean you have to block me out completely, as if I don't even exist. That hurt. It hurt me so much.. More than I'm even willing to admit. Because, you were my best friend, too. I thought we'd always be close. But apparently, I was wrong. things change. Sometimes I just wish we could go back.